I had a very emotional day yesterday (my grans funeral) and seeing my grandad looking so alone and frail really knocked me. I have realised in the past I would self medicate with food and especially sweet things. I felt that same pull yesterday actually but I managed to avoid it. I did go higher carb by choice but not sugar or gluten grains- a 15g date ball that was given to me for a treat, 10g of lentil chips with lunch and a few blueberries with dessert. I rather just allowed myself to feel sad which is quite uncomfortable for me but definitely a learning curve.
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Fat: 141.40g | Prot: 107.55g | Carbs: 28.05g.
Breakfast: Cheddar Cheese , PnP Fresh Cream, Checkers Beef Biltong, Egg (Whole), Gracious Bakers Banting Seed Rusks, Eskort Shoulder Bacon. Lunch: Woolworths Cocoa & Espresso Date Bites, Woolworths Lentil Chips, Roasted Grilled or Baked Chicken (Skin Eaten), Tomatoes, Clover Feta Plain, Avocados. Dinner: Jess flax seed loaf, Butter, Cheddar Cheese. Snacks/Other: Clover Feta Plain. more...
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30 Apr 21 by member: Taryn S.
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Sorry for your loss. The final earthly goodbyes is such a sad time, but proud that you have used this horrible situation to learn more about yourself, and being in control. You can be really proud and I’m sure your gran would be really proud too! 💚 all the best for the next couple of weeks - and remember you have a whole bunch of anon friends here to confide in!
30 Apr 21 by member: Unicorns_Exist
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30 Apr 21 by member: Nikina70
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That is how breakthroughs are made. If you are able to stay strong and resolute in your moments of weakness, it gets easier the next time. Well done. Now you know you have that strength within you. lets keep going fellow Warrior.
30 Apr 21 by member: Troy Abstein
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Condolences for your loss Jespes 💖🌻 takes a great deal of strength to have that level of discipline during a time of grief 💐💐 Strongs
30 Apr 21 by member: IvyJo24
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Thank you so much for your kindness in these comments. I had some tears in my eyes reading them❤️
30 Apr 21 by member: jespes26
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My condolences💔🌸. It's really tough losing loved ones and staying strong. Sending you lots of love and hugs❤
01 May 21 by member: Liela1993
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