davidsprincess's Journal, 03 Nov 21

Made it to the gym the last two days- yesterday being on little sleep from working overnight- but I did it. I looked like a fat little beach ball lifting. All my weight goes to my waist and I am ROUND. But- actually there is not a single part of my body where I cannot tell I have gained- literally from my head to my feet. My fall coat is too snug and I look stuffed in to zip it. My boots did not want to zip around my enormous calves. My tits are spilling out from my bra- not in a good way- in that side boob gross way. My jeans are too small. YIKES. I hope I see progress in the next couple weeks. Until then, I will hide in my big sweatshirts... which is actually my entire fall/winter wardrobe anyhow. Happy Wednesday! Have a long drive today to teach CPR. And due to covid, I have to have smaller groups so I have to do 2 in a row. Blah... Though I do enjoy hearing myself speak. 🏋🏻‍♂️💪🏻❤🤸🏻‍♀️

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1587 kcal Fat: 64.20g | Prot: 45.32g | Carbs: 206.73g.   Breakfast: Fig Newtons Fig Newtons, Ritz Mini Ritz, Peanut Butter, International Delight Pumpkin Pie Spice Coffee Creamer, Toasted White Bread. Lunch: Meijer Greek Yogurt , Crunch Pak Apple Snackers with Cheese. Dinner: Nabisco Premium Saltine Crackers Original. Snacks/Other: Nestle Crunch Bar (Miniature), Great Value Vanilla Wafers, Chocolate Covered Peanut Candy Bar. more...

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Great stuff that you did the gym two days in a row!!! Will see if I can manage it too if I can do a session this evening (home workout that is). I know what you mean about the side boob spillage, which I am also suffering from of late. I also have a muffin top and belly that just won't quit and it's always the last to go as well. So far the only thing I'm clinging to is that my wrists still feel small - if that makes any sense at all. I'm sure you will see progress in the next couple of weeks and then we can come out of winter lighter and slimmer at the end - I am rooting for us!!! Enjoy hearing yourself speak later - I think I would enjoy it too and I'm sure whoever you're teaching will be grateful and happy to have you as their teacher. Have a Happy Wednesday too!!! xxx 
03 Nov 21 by member: Nikina70
You are so hard on yourself! The people at the gym likely don't see you the way you do. But I understand how you feel - I reach a point where literally everything is too tight, including undergarments. That's usually when I start getting serious about losing again because I don't want to buy bigger clothes. I also live in sweats and sleep pants. Sweats don't make sense in August, but if it's what I have that's what I wear. You are taking the right steps if you went to the gym 2 days in a row and on little sleep.  
03 Nov 21 by member: Fritzy 22
You been successful before so you can be successful again. Stay with the orocess 👍💪 
03 Nov 21 by member: sk.17
Well done on the gym Princess! I too am spilling out all over. Absolutely cannot squeeze into my swimsuit, which was tight to begin with, but the plan was for it to get looser. And, I'm not buying a bigger size, so that means at least five pounds must go very soon. BUT. We know how to do this, we will get it done. As for CPR, once, in the far distant past, my children lost their boy scout group leader, and I had to step into that role for a short time. They were preparing for the Jamboree and needed to learn CPR. And so, with the help of some local experts, I became a CPR coach, and my troop became CPR Certified. 
03 Nov 21 by member: shirfleur 1
Yeah, I know it's time to get serious when I can't button those jeans! 
03 Nov 21 by member: erikahollister
Thanks everyone! I don't think I'm hard on myself. Sometimes I look really super pretty and sometimes I look like a round beach ball. 😂 it's the truth, but I'm getting back to it. One class down, one to go. I'm an excellent teacher. Should've gone into that field. I would come home from school and play school for hours. Shirfleur, that's awesome. I'm always planning to need to rescue someone...so far it hasn't happened, which I guess is a good thing. ❤️ 
03 Nov 21 by member: davidsprincess
Oh goodness I’m so glad you are so descriptive because it made my day reading about your boobs LOL 😆😆😆😆. Been there done that. Now all my bras are too big and I’m almost like the teenybopper stage again. Never dreamed I’d lose weight from my boobs, I was always a D cup now I’m sure I could fit into a B because the Cs are even getting loose. Crazy stuff. Enjoy your overflow, I’m sort of missing mine. 🤪 
03 Nov 21 by member: wifey9707
Yes, very hard on yourself DP, but I know I run the same kind of process in my own head, too. I think it sabotages us in some way...like we think we do not deserve to succeed.  
03 Nov 21 by member: HCB
I totally get you, DP. When I gain weight most of it goes to my middle, too. Gain enough & I start getting puffier all over. I was flabbergasted when I couldn't zip up my boots a couple of years ago. The good news for you is you might just be at that point where you realize...Enough! Feeling good about how you look & feel is a recent enough memory you want to be back there. Not liking where you're at physically doesn't mean you can't look pretty. We can all look pretty, no matter our size. Feeling good about our bodies is a whole different story. Congrats on getting to the gym. Time to buckle down & do what you gotta do!! 
03 Nov 21 by member: SherryeB
Oh and great getting yourself back to the gym - you are an inspiration! 
03 Nov 21 by member: HCB
I need to get back to the gym myself. Winter is coming up soon 
03 Nov 21 by member: morganstuart
But, you are doing well now! On a roll... And not the bread type! 😁 Feeling squishy rather than super fit isn't where you like being... We know that about you. Cheering for you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You're the best the beast! 💪 👍😘 
03 Nov 21 by member: melissatwa
Lol - You are funny - and have a great day. 
03 Nov 21 by member: Jergens123
Small wins get you there DP, so way to go👏🏽👏🏽, keep crushing it 💪🏾🥗🏋🏾‍♀️ 
03 Nov 21 by member: Daughter of the_King
Keep moving forward! I Believe!👍💜 
03 Nov 21 by member: Diana 1234
it's hard to overcome being uncomfortable in your skin, isn't it? getting dressed is so depressing. every minute is a chance to do better and every minute you do right is a minute you are not doing wrong.  
03 Nov 21 by member: sandyeg
Ooooh you said tits!! 
03 Nov 21 by member: yfritz
Hhha. My workout tights are tight, my suit pants one bagel away from ripping apart. TRX bs nonsense pull-up stuff at gym was hard AF, every added pound makes them even harder. Muscle Mike shows zero mercy… And today he posted like 5 unflattering (unflattering to me) videos on his IG stories, I’m trying to be proud but inside I’m cringing.. 😳 Yikes. Duly noted: I’m done. Operation slim down in full effect… 
03 Nov 21 by member: Lowkeylife
Bahahhahaha DP you funny 😆🤣😂 
03 Nov 21 by member: khrissy85
I have done the sweatshirt thing. 
03 Nov 21 by member: Sally L

     
 

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