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okkkkkk it is a drop, a little drop, a drop from a little up&down&all around one, BUT hey, I'll take it! Now lets keep going down instead of up one day, down the next, up again, no move, etc etc. I know, I know, I should be happy with this process, and I actually am (more so than in the past). I know I am doing my woe the way it shows and I am feeling good, sometimes tired but I did work FT the last 2 weeks so that is something I'm not use to but again, I feel good. Today I'm just chilling some. I do have some errands to run this weekend and was planning on getting out early BUT, you know what....there is nothing on my list that is urgent and I'm going to take it as it comes and go from there. I don't need to rush here & there trying to get everything done. I do need to clean my apartment sometime this weekend BUT I'm going to take it slow and not rush. Next week I have appointments 2 days and going to work 3 full days so that will keep me busy then. I like packing my lunch for work and that may have been one big thing that has helped me stay with my plan. I'm on Day 6 of 12 day with Mayo plan. I know this weekend would be difficult to stay with the plan since a friend wants to go out for drinks sometime BUT since I saw the little drop on the IT (scale) this morning and I feel so good, I figure "WHY?", would I go out and have 1 drink, (which would turn into more and food not on my plan) and then I know I would not feel 'so good' tomorrow or the next day! So I am not planning on going out. He can come over and visit here where I have food & drink on my plan and bring his own beer if he wants! Sounds like a plan to me, now to just stick to it! He knows my struggle so I'm sure he understands. I've had the 'ghoster' show up (or more accurately disappear) again. I'm just tired of that so I'm going to just drop it and move on. It is just difficult to realize that there are actually people out there, that even though you have known them for over 30 years and been friends & more, that would just 'drop out' and not want to be your friend anymore. But such is life. We can't control how or what others think of us only how we will allow it to affect us. And this is the LAST I'm going to allow him to take up space in my head & heart! Enough said! I'm am curious though, anyone else out there in FS-Land have experience with 'ghosting'?
Hope ALL is well in FS-Land & Take care to ALL :-)
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