MBotha101's Journal, 04 Jul 21

I can’t believe when I weigh and measure me this morning. I’ve worked so hard last year and it feels like it was all for nothing. So much happened this year. Hubby had surgeries and one major shoulder operation left him with carpal tunnel syndrome. Hopefully the surgeon will have good news on treatments on Thursday otherwise its another surgery. I lost my sis-inlaw after a 2 year cancer battle. The last month me and my mom-inlaw did home care…and that took was indescribably painful to watch. During all of this I lost myself.
BUT
Today I made that choice to stop, look in the mirror and tell myself you will get through this. You have friends and family as well as FatSecret friends who understand struggle.
So…let’s do this! 💪🏼💥
77.1 kg Lost so far: 8.2 kg.    Still to go: 12.1 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
Gaining 2.6 kg a Week

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Sorry to hear about your loss and that you had to deal with all the struggles and emotional stress💜. We are all here to support you🌹. Sounds like you are taking a stance despite all you have to cope with, proud of you👏. Keep this good attitude, you're stronger than you think and stronger than the situations you're facing. Support hubby best you can, sure he'll support you too once this is all over. Wishing beautiful thoughts and positive news on your way ahead. Goodluck with everything Xx 
04 Jul 21 by member: Liela1993
Strength to you Mbotha101. It’s time to take care of you. Like they say on every flight safety demonstration. You have to put the oxygen mask on first before you can help the person next to you. It’s the only way you can be strong for your loved ones. You are a caring daughter in law, sister in law and wife. All the best 🍀 
04 Jul 21 by member: Fatgirlslim1982
Aww, thanks so much for the messages Fatgirlslim1982 & Liela1993 and all the 🤍 from everyone. I’m truly blessed. Hubby supports me a lot and appreciate everything I do for him and the rest of my in-laws. We miss Talitha so freaking much and this month doesn’t make is easier cause she would’ve turned 50 this month. I’m busy prepping my meals for tomorrow with a smile of gratitude on my face…for being able to try again, to stand up, dust of the self pity and putting my big panties 😜 on. We’re gonna win this 💪🏼💥🤍 
04 Jul 21 by member: MBotha101
So sorry that you have had a hard time. Take it easy and be kind to yourself, you are worth the effort.  
04 Jul 21 by member: Olwenhb
Sorry to hear of your heart ache. Dust yourself off and start again. Just focus on each day ahead of you and try to be better than the day before.  
04 Jul 21 by member: LynnetteN
Wow...that is alot for one person to carry...be easy on yourself 🤗 the weight will sort itself out again...but your emotional health is much more important now🤗 
05 Jul 21 by member: shellyswan
Be easy on yourself! You are doing great! 
05 Jul 21 by member: myspatula
you can do this  
05 Jul 21 by member: Braydon steyn

     
 

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