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Ive been away for awhile again. Sometimes I just don't know what to do, but guess it will all work out in the end. Lately things are better. I finially sold the house that was dragging me down financially, physically, mentally, etc. It was a difficult sale as it was not really dragging me down spiritually or at least I didn't think so. But things do happen for a reason....we may never know the reason but that is just the way it goes....right?
I'm ok, my oldest son is here with his family and that is wonderful and my youngest is coming today plus I will see my 'adopted' one and his family next weekend. So all is good. So why do I feel something else is missing or about it happen or needs to happen or whatever? I miss my folks, my dog, my past kitties. I"m still tired alot and not happy with my job. But we all have our 'crosses to bare". I'll be ok. My weight is up again and even when I am good it still hovers over the highest. I'm sick and tired of the weight battle. It wouldn't bother me so much except I can tell I don't feel my best at this weight. My clothes don't fit well, there are cute outfits I can't fit into, I avoid doing things I would normally do at a lower weight. WHY can't I just get 20# less and stay there? I would eat normal food, but my body is NOT normal. I'm going to try the 28 day juice program outlined by Anthony William in his book. I'm not sure I can do it while my oldest son is here as his wife is a wonderful cook and cooks alot with rice and other things I should avoid. But maybe if I try a little now and work into it. His book is wonderful and talks alot about natural fruits and vegies. It is away from the low carb all meat type of diet I normally go on, but I feel that is not working for me right now. I just have to watch my fruit intake as I can over do that! Maybe I'll just do fruit in the mornings and vegies after noon. We will see. Anyway I hope to be here more often. I think this is one thing I've missed in my daily program. take care to all and HUGS!
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78.0 kg
Lost so far: 0 kg.
Still to go: 15.4 kg.
Diet followed: Not Applicable.
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