redgirl1974's Journal, 01 Mar 16

my self esteem is pretty low today and Im sure its all in my head. I hate the gym at night (i know, Im still b!tching about it). Its full of skinny 20 yr olds and bro's and not much place for a 40 something mom to work out. I had to kinda push my way in here and there. And then of course I couldnt sleep and was sooo hungry last night. I hate it .. There is a YMCA walking distance but its like 70 $ to get started so it will have to wait till next Friday bc its not in the budget right now. Its sad that Im letting this get to me so much because its outta my control but it really does effect my attitude and makes me cranky when i cant sleep early or wake up early to work out.. PSH... i want this week to be over and go by fast and next week too.. Whats also sad was that I actually considered just not going at all.. i hate it that much.. Some one even had their kid with them, like a 8 yr old kid on the weights .. and forget about complaining, does me no good.. MEH..Im never ever this negative and I dont know why Im letting this get to me but it really has me outta my comfort zone in a bad way ..

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maybe it is the crazy weather - it is making you all out of sorts! 
01 Mar 16 by member: wyolady
Sorry you are not having a good day. I might get stoned for saying this, but you could skip the gym. Get some exercise videos or buy some cheap exercise gadgets (to break the monotony), go for walks, etc. just until your schedule turns around. It never hurts to change up your routine.  
01 Mar 16 by member: BuffyBear
I'm an almost 50 mom and I get how you feel. When I go to the gym, I put in my iPod and take off my glasses and do my own thing in my own world. I usually feel better after a workout but sometimes it's torture making myself go. I can get pretty cranky myself, lol.  
01 Mar 16 by member: JoanneLM
A weight bench, barbell, and some dumbbells makes working out at home a breeze. I really want to go to the gym early in the mornings like I did when I was in college, but that's not possible with my three year old. I lift at home, do martial arts, yoga, and tai chi, it's a pretty good workout, worth considering. :) 
01 Mar 16 by member: 1point21gigawatts
Redgirl1974 - I never been in one (a gym)... so you are far more courageous than me and therefore free to be cranky sometimes! 
01 Mar 16 by member: wyolady
see Phil, I thought of that too. i have a great space on my patio for a gym, I would just need to buy everything which would take time.. so for now im a hostage.. I wont quit.I cant. Ill just suck it up and figure it out.. I used to work out at night before only it wasnt this crowded.. Imma skip monday next week and make it a cardio day here at the complex gym where i live ( its too small for a real work out) and then start at big gym Tues- Friday bc I noticed it thins out closer and closer it gets to Friday. 
01 Mar 16 by member: redgirl1974
I can't afford a gym so I try to walk everywhere as muchg as I can. It also depends on if you live in a walking friendly area. One of my friends lives by a highway, so not much walking for her. 
01 Mar 16 by member: HealthFreak100
HF, I lift weights and do HIIT 4-6 times a week and walking just isnt enough for me anymore..  
01 Mar 16 by member: redgirl1974
Dont focus on who else is that the gym. Put on some headphones with music that pumps you up and focus on you. I may be in my 20s but there are many better in shape people at my gym and they don't discourage me anymore. We all are on our own journey. Who care's about what others think or do. Just do you! 
01 Mar 16 by member: Panigale1199
Check Goodwill and other resale shops for weights and equipment, garage sales, and Thrifty Nickel can be a good resource, too. There's a local publication called The East Texas Peddler that usually has weights and exercise equipment among the other classified ads, it's well worth buying your own equipment to not have to put up with the post-adolescents.  
01 Mar 16 by member: 1point21gigawatts
The YMCA here just did an open house with discounted fees if you signed up that night. Might be worth checking if your local one has anything like that coming up if you prefer to work out away from home. You can also get other benefits from the Y that make it more cost-efficient -- ours offers free kids activities and babysitting while parents work out. No idea if your child/children is/are the right age for that, but my younger daughter really loved going to that when she was around 6 or 7, and my older daughter did free tween workout nights back in middle school.  
01 Mar 16 by member: j_dalbar
Have my headphones on, and that's it....if I see someone new or about to hurt themselves, i'll offer to tweak their form. Other than that...so long as people re-rack their weights and don't sit on equipment texting, i don't even see you. 
01 Mar 16 by member: mahjohn
MJ,some of them park themselves on machines while texting or visiting. I finally was just like " you done ?" or " can I work in " bc I was tired of waiting.. Great attitude tho.. I just need to tune in and tune em out.. its just a few weeks.. and Im annoyed Im letting it bother me so much .. its just that the gym is my place.. where Im not mom or wife or whatever , but just me, free to run and sing in my head LOL.. its where I burn all the days stress off and start a fresh new clean slate.. and I guess that why it bothers me so much that my gym is polluted with posers and fakes while the rest of us are struggling to loose a pound or two.. 
01 Mar 16 by member: redgirl1974
U r there for your reasons which are all good.  
01 Mar 16 by member: SjF60
Yeah I feel you, never liked gyms, but don't lose hope... do it for you!! 😘 
01 Mar 16 by member: Sojiroseta
Red you got this just walk in there like you own the place, if one of the 20 years olds says something, just tell them what you want some of this! It will scare the crap of them . 
01 Mar 16 by member: Rockiesfan
Ok, today is my first day. I am 49 years old and diagnosed with lupus. Being over weight does not help the situation. I got to lose 30 lbs... 
01 Mar 16 by member: Jacqueline Little
I wish I would have said Jazzy J. That is my screen name. Please address me as that 
01 Mar 16 by member: Jacqueline Little
Just checking on sigature 
01 Mar 16 by member: Jacqueline Little
ok  
01 Mar 16 by member: Jacqueline Little

     
 

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