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Remeasuring-Restarting-Rethinking-Reevaluating- Maintained weight somewhat but gained back inches lost by not lifting and overeating. Feeling fat and disgusting. Hating FS but realizing I need it as much as I need my weights.
Since March 1, Chest up 2", Waist up 1.5", Top fat roll up 4 fucking inches- can you believe that shit? That's where My fat goes (and thankfully comes off) 1st., across navel up 1", Hips about the same, thigh up 1/4", bicep up 3/4, forearm and calf- same. Part of me wants to say "who cares? go easy on yourself- hit it hard when this is over" but the other part of me sees Miss Fattycakes waiting to pounce with her size 11 extra wide width foot in the door. Hard to care when I can't even wear make-up or look attractive. My face is covered by a mask that I both LOATHE with my whole heart but yet am thankful for having. Still shaving my mustache daily- so I guess I have not completely given up. Still shaving my underarms even though no one sees my shoulder presses. I should take a pic today but to make matters worse- I ricocheted (sp?) a door off the side of my head and have a black eye since Easter Sunday. Ever close your own head in a door? Not my finest moment. Just when I thought I couldn't look worse.
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2011 kcal
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Fat: 93.32g | Prot: 125.69g | Carbs: 179.66g.
Breakfast: Strawberries, just crack an egg denver, ConAgra Foods Egg Beaters, Trader Joe's 4% Cottage Cheese, Aunt Millie's Giant Wheat Bread, Butter, Coffee. Lunch: Gedney State Fair Hot Bread & Butter Pickles, Best Choice Sliced Jalapeno Peppers, Kraft Singles American Cheese, Carl Buddig Corned Beef, Ruffles Original Potato Chips, Ole Extreme Wellness High Fiber Low Carb Tortillas. Dinner: Great Value Light Greek Toasted Coconut Vanilla Yogurt, Lean Cuisine Comfort Glazed Turkey Tenderloins, Benton's Caramel Coconut Fudge Cookies, Taylor Farms Cheddar Ranch Grilled Chicken Chopped Kit. more...
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2953 kcal
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Exercise:
Sitting - 12 hours, Walking (moderate) - 5/kph - 40 minutes, Weight Training (moderate) - 50 minutes, Resting - 2 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Thanks, John! Your constant dedication is motivating for sure! Melissapko- the scale was trying to fool me but every day I was putting on my jeans they were starting to feel more and more like I just took them out of the dryer. :( Chris- The black eye is purple now. If I were more motivated, I could do eye make up to match and no one would notice. Strangers probably think the quarantine with my spouse isn't going well.
20 Apr 20 by member: davidsprincess
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Don't give up Princess, just remember to love yourself; then, remember to be kind to the person you love.
20 Apr 20 by member: shirfleur 1
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I won't give up, Shirfleur! ❤️ May have taken a detour but still getting to the finish line.
20 Apr 20 by member: davidsprincess
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Sorry for the detour, but this too shall pass. Take care.
20 Apr 20 by member: Fishingwidow
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Hugs DP. I know I've "hugged" the doorway many times. lol. I think a lot of us have taken a vacation from FS during this. You have the strength and fortitude to power through this and come out fabulous. Like others have said, you're beautiful. I get you on the stache. I have severe PCOS, so I'm plucking and using my little tool to keep from looking like a Mr. Hugs to you
20 Apr 20 by member: tatauu22
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Interesting thing about body hair; as I've gotten old, the hair on my arms and legs has disappeared, and I'm practically bald on the top of my head, but if I chose to, I could probably grow a beard and mustache. The joy of hormonal change.
20 Apr 20 by member: shirfleur 1
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20 Apr 20 by member: tiffany1908
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I hear you. I stay in my pj’s longer than I used to. Several days I haven’t gotten out of them all day. However, I have not given up my showers🚿 or brushing and combining my hair. So all is not lost.
Take care of yourself your family and friends still need you.
🙏🙏🙏 and ❤️❤️❤️
20 Apr 20 by member: madfoxmade
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sending positive vibes your way! this too shall pass! You got this!
22 Apr 20 by member: twizzy55
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Thanks twizzy! I lifted the last two days and it felt great then I over ate. 😢 I restart every day. So far so good today.
22 Apr 20 by member: davidsprincess
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